| Free the music, express your soul release your thoughts of tales untold. speak with your heart sharing your personal art This was inspired by a sketch I did a few months back.

I feel like this and my last poem are laking in something, but I don't know what. I'm sorry for that. kay buy |
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| Ghosts and goblins are out tonight Monsters and Zombies out to fright Princess' and super heros out for candy Dressed in costumes, they all look dandy On this night of All Hallow's Eve in spooks and stories we all believe. So have your fun, but cause no harm It's all for fun, not to alarm. I know it's cheesey, but I was in the holiday spirit. kay buy |
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| I'm living I'm dying I can't choose either way Because no matter what I choose I'm losing anyway. You cut me like a knife and fill me up with strife. you tell me that you love me then strip away my pride I'm living I'm dying It's driving me insane Because I'm feeling all this pain It will not go away you cut me with a scissor You leave me left to wither dispite all of my tears I'm turning into dust
I may be turning this into a song kay buy
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| When I was in High School, so young and naive I had twisted philosophies
Philosophy number 1: "Everyone is depressed it's just a matter of how well you are able to hide it from the world." I though being depressed was normal It had been so long since I felt happiness I couldn't remember what it felt like.
Philosophy number 2: "You've never truly lived until you've seen me drunk." I started drinking alcohol at age 15 by the time I was 17, I was an alcoholic. When I was sober, I was so quiet, I barely said a word. I didn't want to speak. But when I was drunk, I was a different person. A person that made people laugh A person that was social. A person that people liked. But now that I'm older I only feel happiness because I'm heavily medicated. I'm only social because of daily pills. I no longer drink like I used to but sometimes I feel that I traded the alcohol for pills I just get so sick of having to take pills just to be "normal" kay buy |
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| for every tear I shed a piece of my heart breaks your taking one of two of the most important things I have in my life You don't love him If you did you wouldn't treat him the way you do abandoning him bouncing him house from house and then not even texting to see how he's adjusting instead, you wait until he's happy then take him away from his happiness. If I could protect him from this abuse I would If I could fight for him using law on my side I would but I can't, and my heart aches because of it.
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