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Name: maray


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Saturday, October 24, 2009

Currently
The Artist in the Ambulance
By Thrice
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Free the music, express your soul
release your thoughts of tales untold.
speak with your heart
sharing your personal art

This was inspired by a sketch I did a few months back.

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I feel like this and my last poem are laking in something, but I don't know what.

 I'm sorry for that.

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Sunday, October 18, 2009

Currently
Nightmare Revisited
By Danny Elfman
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Ghosts and goblins are out tonight
Monsters and Zombies out to fright
Princess' and super heros out for candy
Dressed in costumes, they all look dandy
On this night of All Hallow's Eve
in spooks and stories we all believe.
So have your fun, but cause no harm
It's all for fun, not to alarm.

I know it's cheesey, but I was in the holiday spirit.

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

continuing on

 I'm living I'm dying
I can't choose either way
Because no matter what I choose
I'm losing anyway.
You cut me like a knife
and fill me up with strife.
you tell me that you love me
then strip away my pride

I'm living I'm dying
It's driving me insane
Because I'm feeling all this pain
It will not go away
you cut me with a scissor
You leave me left to wither
dispite all of my tears
I'm turning into dust

I may be turning this into a song
 

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Currently
Greatest Hits
By Red Hot Chili Peppers
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High School Philosophies

When I was in High School,
so young and naive
I had twisted philosophies

Philosophy number 1:
"Everyone is depressed
it's just a matter of how well
you are able to hide it from the world."

I though being depressed was normal
It had been so long since I felt happiness
I couldn't remember what it felt like.

Philosophy number 2:
"You've never truly lived
until you've seen me drunk."
I started drinking alcohol at age 15
by the time I was 17, I was an alcoholic.
When I was sober, I was so quiet,
I barely said a word. I didn't want to speak.
But when I was drunk, I was a different person.
A person that made people laugh
A person that was social.
A person that people liked.

But now that I'm older
I only feel happiness
because I'm heavily medicated.
I'm only social because of daily pills.
I no longer drink like I used to
but sometimes I feel
that I traded the alcohol for pills
I just get so sick of having to take pills
just to be "normal"

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

for every tear I shed
a piece of my heart breaks
your taking one of two
of the most important things
I have in my life
You don't love him
If you did
you wouldn't treat him the way you do
abandoning him
bouncing him house from house
and then not even texting
to see how he's adjusting
instead, you wait until he's happy
then take him away from his happiness.
If I could protect him from this abuse
I would
If I could fight for him using law on my side
I would
but I can't, and my heart aches because of it.



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